Serendipity - Poetry, Articles and Life Stories

I couldn't have smiled this much recalling my childhood if I didn't have you guys in it. Life changed a lot through these years.. something or the other transformed hugely in every five years but one thing that couldn't just change n remained in its engraved permanent form was the friendship we share. We never had this big gang or friends from other sections of our batch even as we were always enough for each other. I remember being the secret box of you all n keeping all things in my deepest corner of memory n never talking about it, but it was funny to know the same stories from each of you with the same directions of not sharing it anyone else. As far as I can analyze from the past.. I can say one thing for sure that for you guys I was never a girl but just one of you. I was always given the respect n love a girl deserves to get but I was also slapped on the face.. (Rahul).. hit on the face by a football.. (Omesh) treated like a back up for passing exams.. (Ja...

My love held no boundaries, It was too unconditional to handle, It just knew the basicalities of belonging, My belonging that I destined myself to your life... You never made a promise, You never dreamt of me, You never felt my absence, You never recalled me... You never looked back, You never understood, You never loved the way I did, You just never could... You labelled me as someone, Who I couldn't be and never was You judged me in someway Insanely false which was... You inappropriated my love's courage. You made my love feel impure. You joked about it like another story, But just did something obscure... Medhavi 22.10.14

Heart-aches don't kill you They eventually make you stronger You may not smile with the eyes And this pain may last longer... Every time you will cross the common path The pain may scratch even more Every time you will listen to your heart You may be misguided even more... Smile away the hardest times The best revenge is happiness No matter how unreal it is People just see the outer layers... Let positivism shimmer on your life Delete people before they delete you Let anguish fade away like a lie Smile at those who intend to hurt you... -Medhavi 21.10.14

I have had enough I have faced enough My heart doesnt ache anymore.. I have cried enough I have shared enough I dont want incomplete people anymore... I have made mistakes I have kept myself at stake And loved like in fairy tales... I have been fooled I have been ruled And abandoned like a toy... I have grown my own strength And that to an infinite length I dont shed any more tears People come.. connect n go At times just pretend and show But now they are not my fear... Iv understood my worth I love myself now Iv wasted enough of my life In holding on to people And giving them the place they never deserved.... Now I dont let my heart speak I trust my instincts n brain The pain the anguish has reached its peak I dont count over people who are lame... I want to look beyond the imperfections of my life I want to overlook the mistakes i made with respect to my hearts say I want to just look at everyone and smile like all is well I just want ...

And the smile just changed that day It could'nt sink in her eyes Her deep eyes filled with gloom Her deep eyes filled with despair I couldnt decode her state of mind Till yesterday she was just fine But something struck her in someway Something she didnt wanted to be asked about Her deep eyes talked a million things before Her deep eyes stalked my entire soul before But she was so quiet n lost that day She smiled n laughed but not the same way I wanted to recall if I did something wrong But I was sure that I never hurt her She was behaving differently and a little cold Her deep eyes had fire and tears at the same time Her deep eyes were burning n melting at the same time She didnt say a word throughout my stay It was just another silent conversation in our way I dont know if she will be back in her form I dont know if I will be able to see her again for this long She may part ways.. she may stay the same She may smile t...

बड्डी फ़ुर्सत से बेरूख़ी का अफ़साना बनाया होगा, एक एक लम्हा तोड़ तुमने मुझको भुलाया होगा, एक दफ़ा मूड के तुम देख लेते, हम थे वहीं जहाँ राह तकने को कहा था, एक दफ़ा बस टूट-ती हिम्मत को समेट लेते, शायद वो हमारे मिलने का आख़िरी मौका था. Medhavi 20.10.14

'Fractions of seconds' as people frame it.. I frame it a little differently.. 'Fraction of life' it seems at times when people change in the blink of an eye.. You can't extinguish.. you can't ignite.. Its a dilemma that you just can't fight.. They smile at you but don't look in the eye.. They look in the eye but just can't simplify.. The deep thoughts sinking through their minds.. Crossing your thoughts and the restricted lines.. Our voice now doesn't echo in their hearts as before.. The sea shells just seem as if they drowned on the shore.. Fractions of seconds transform your life forever.. Fractions of lives you live in just a moment like another.. Lose faith n gain strength.. People here are not with you till the end.. Smile n welcome them n let them play their role.. In the end.. its just you n your soul.. Medhavi 19.10.14