I was warned...
He kept telling me, " Don't fall for me ", but I never held myself back. I allowed myself to explore love and know him to the depth that I can't get disconnected from him. He warned me a lot of times that I was thinking too far, but I kept on dreaming and left my heart's door ajar. He never came in, he never went away but stood at the door. He just smiled and then told me again, it shouldn't be this way. Many times he told me to be patient and understand things more, but I was busy observing him, counting his eyelashes, smelling his worn t-shirts, cleaning his room, making him smile by my stupid acts, pampering him and doing things before he even conveyed. I started analyzing his moods and working on them. I started changing my priorities and changed myself for him and left my dearest oppotunities. I gave up my favorite interests and just went out of my way to make him realize what he had become for me. I never bothered at first what he felt for me, I ne