depression
Depression is not a 'phase' ! The same story on loop, Lonely days, lonelier nights, Sleeping with four cushions, And re-thinking what's right... Looking at old pictures, And smiling alone, Eating dark chocolate, And looking at my unlocked phone... No calls, no messages, no notifications too, I couldn't move on, how could you? In such nights, I hope for an unexpected call, If not from you, then from a friend... Why is everyone busy, why has everyone changed, Why does everyone want to meet on occasions and reunions, Why have I lost my friends in this crowd of millions... This night is long just like every other night, And I can't sleep or think positive like things are alright, Because they aren't and nobody can see, All they see is my smiling face, It's so easy to hide but sorry I can't let it be, I have to let it out and I have to face, I know its hard but it's harder to be fake... I'm living with it what is termed as 'depressio