Remember
Two things are the easiest to do in life... One - Hurting someone for your own benefit or sometimes satisfaction, Two - Giving up ! I don't know you much but I know that you'll never choose the easy way out ! These are phases of self doubt, existential crisis, pain that you can't express or explain and tears that don't come out but scribble your self belief with sharp edges ... I'll just say that believe in yourself and believe in the fact that after every dark night there's a bright day. There are things that you can't cope up with, there are things that don't let you sleep, there are things that don't make you feel good about even the brightest of days and best of times, but that's how life is... Unpredictable yet beautiful in it's own ways. Just wait for your time and trust me, it will all be awesome again... But again.. life will keep happening and like a pendulum you'll keep touching the extremes and coming back to the same places an