badnaami 🌸
Ek din usne kaha, Ki shayari tumhari badnaam karti hai mujhe, Burre waqt ke sirf ilzaam deti hai mujhe, Par woh bhool gaya, Par woh bhool gaya, Ki uske naam jo nazmein likhi thi, Jo ghazalein likhte meri raatein na thakti thi, Woh usne kabhi padhi nahin, Ya shayad padhi bhi toh samjhi nahin, Usay sirf ilzaam yaad rahe, Meri mohabbat nahin, Usay bas badnaami ka darr tha, Mujhe khone ka nahin, Ab main likhti hun pehle ki tarah, Kyunki ab woh meri shayari padhta nahin, Sahi bhi hai uske liye, Kyunki ab yeh kaagaz uske lafzon se sajta nahin, Adhoora hai har lafz bhi meri zindagi ki tarah, Par chalo ek dilaasa hai, Ki meri tarah koi ussay mohabbat kar sakta nahin. - Medhavi Nov 3, 22