Serendipity - Poetry, Articles and Life Stories

I have always lost people because I loved them too much. I feel that my love becomes suffocating after a point of time.  I analysed myself a lot and found this fault in me. So, I'm working on myself and from now on not forcing anything in life. Neither friendships, nor relationships.  I have also learnt that people will leave me when they have to, so by being insecure or unsure about losing them or keeping them in my life would only stress me out.  So it's better that I give everyone around me the space they want. And all the space that I can. If they value me, they'd understand things and talk about things before this space turns into a void and I learn to live without them and simply stop depending upon them for anything.  I have been emotionally dependent all my life. On my mom, the guys I dated, a few friends and trust me, except my mom and a few friends, almost everyone has let me down and told me that why do you do so much ? Why do you make so much effort ? Why...

When did you fall out of love ?  Was it the moment when we fought for three days straight ? Or the day when I was busy and made you wait ?  Was it the moment you realized that you wouldn't lose me ? Or the day when I begged before you to not leave me ? Was it the moment you lost all the respect for me ?  Or the day when you stopped to expect anything from me ?  Was it the moment when someone else took my place ?  Or the day when all you needed from me was space ?  Was it the moment you thought life could be better without me ?  Or the day when you questioned why you even chose me ? Was it the moment when you couldn't even like the real me ? Or the day you saw someone else who was prettier than me ? Was it the moment when you touched me and it felt the same ? Or the day you felt different and never felt like seeing me again ?  Was it the moment when you knew you had to leave but didn't ? Or the day you felt you had to tell me all this but couldn't ...