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 I caught myself again re-reading your old texts and smiling all by myself,   I still see our pictures together and feel like diving deep into them and never coming back from that moment, I still dream of you and wake up with your smell in my soul, I still close my eyes and feel your lips kissing my forehead,  I hold my own hand and try to feel your warmth again, I still laugh at myself remembering the day I counted your eye lashes, I still treasure those coins left from our first date's bill,   I know you're no longer mine and cry my heart out all day, all night, I know you can't ever be mine and I tell that to myself again and again,  But yes that's true that love doesn't know these rules and decisions made just in day, This heart loves you n lives on the idea of you, of us, and thus, can't just let go. But yes I'll let you go this time because your love faded off and I lost, Yes I'll not force you or beg, because now it'...

Mat haq cheeno mujhse, Tumse har din yeh poochne ka Kaise ho, kahan ho tum, Khaana khaaya, Ghar kab pahunch rahe ho tum... Mat haq cheeno mujhse Tumko dekhne ka, Jab subha subha uthte ho tum, Kuch soch bas muskuraa jab dete ho, Shaam jab thak kar laut-te ho tum, Bin kahe bas ishaare samajhte ho jab tum... Mat haq cheeno mujhse, Tumhare uljhe baal sanwaarne ka, Tumse apna naam baar baar sunne ka, Tumhara kamra har din sametne ka... Mat haq cheeno mujhse, Tumhe pyaar jataane ka, Tumse aur mohabbat karne ka, Tum mein aur gum hone ka... Mat haq cheeno mujhse, Tumko apna kehne ka, Khud ko tumhara banaane ka, Tum par har din jee phir marne ka... Luttne do, hone do Barbaad mujhe, Shaayad is dil ko koi aas Miley, Tere intezaar mein jeene mein, Shaayad meri yeh pyaas bujhe... Ab Na kaho bhoolne ko mujhe, Der ho gayi bahut, Aage hum nikal aaye hain bahut, Ab Na kaho mera naam Na lo, Ki Tu ban gaya meri ab ibaadat... Na cheeno yeh chote chot...