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πŸ€—|Sleep|

Being in love with someone who doesn't love you back is an extreme mix of two feelings of helplessness and empowerment. Helplessness because you cannot force anyone to love you back and empowerment because nobody can control how you feel, nobody can stop you and nobody can blame you... But then those nights come when you're lying alone on your bed with countless thoughts.. and you think how incomplete yet complete your life is.. and finally you sleep with a heavy heart but one satisfying thought that maybe he too feels incomplete without me.. and these maybes then become an escape from your disturbing thoughts and then you finally sleep...

πŸ€—He said

He said that I look the most beautiful when I am in my raw form.. when I don't do my hair and don't put that lipstick on my lips... He said that when I don't put my hair flicks behind my ears and they carelessly wander around the area between my ears and cheek, its like poetry flowing from the heart to the soul.. he said my eyes with that incomplete Kohl look the most beautiful because they are undone.. and my lips which are a little dry yet moisturized are a mirror of the unspoken stories behind my face. I look the best when I'm raw.. that's what he said... And I still look into the mirror and wonder if he still looks at me that way.. and then I wonder even more.. does he even remember me ? And then I laugh and ask myself.. does he even know that I exist ? . . . . #latenighthoughts .