Para. The longest night
It was the longest night of my life, the day my best friend died in a sudden road accident. I didn't know what to think or feel, how to act or react, suddenly I didn't know how to live. There were moments when I felt like going to him, there were moments when I wanted to kill myself, there were moments of remorse, there were moments of regret, there were moments of hate, there were moments of guilt. It was an upside down ride that was complicating each thought in my mind. I was thinking and re-thinking and there was a certain recycling of thoughts. I had so much to say to him and so much to ask. I had so many questions. I had so many apologies to give. I had so many complaints and we had so many moments yet to live. I remember how I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried. After hours of crying I reached a point when I couldn't breathe. Can you believe, I felt as if I didn't know how to breathe, and I was feeling choked and as if I was dying. It was insanel