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I have always lost people because I loved them too much. I feel that my love becomes suffocating after a point of time.  I analysed myself a lot and found this fault in me. So, I'm working on myself and from now on not forcing anything in life. Neither friendships, nor relationships.  I have also learnt that people will leave me when they have to, so by being insecure or unsure about losing them or keeping them in my life would only stress me out.  So it's better that I give everyone around me the space they want. And all the space that I can. If they value me, they'd understand things and talk about things before this space turns into a void and I learn to live without them and simply stop depending upon them for anything.  I have been emotionally dependent all my life. On my mom, the guys I dated, a few friends and trust me, except my mom and a few friends, almost everyone has let me down and told me that why do you do so much ? Why do you make so much effort ? Why are yo

When did you fall out of love ?  Was it the moment when we fought for three days straight ? Or the day when I was busy and made you wait ?  Was it the moment you realized that you wouldn't lose me ? Or the day when I begged before you to not leave me ? Was it the moment you lost all the respect for me ?  Or the day when you stopped to expect anything from me ?  Was it the moment when someone else took my place ?  Or the day when all you needed from me was space ?  Was it the moment you thought life could be better without me ?  Or the day when you questioned why you even chose me ? Was it the moment when you couldn't even like the real me ? Or the day you saw someone else who was prettier than me ? Was it the moment when you touched me and it felt the same ? Or the day you felt different and never felt like seeing me again ?  Was it the moment when you knew you had to leave but didn't ? Or the day you felt you had to tell me all this but couldn't ?  Yes, there are no wh

Har din zara khote, zara paate hain tumko, Par ab bhi har daffa jeetna chahte hain tumko, Yeh saansein ab bhi tumhe dekh tham jaati hain, Tum jo choo lo toh ab bhi dhadkanein jam jaati hain, Haan, ab bhi paagal hain tumhare liye tumko paa kar bhi,  Tumhe khone ke darr se ab bhi neend toot jaati hai, Haan, tum saath ho, par yakeen nahin aata kabhi kabhi, Kyunki kismat aksar mujhe khushi de kar rooth jaati hai... - Medhavi Nov 7' 2022

Hey,  I miss you !  I miss the jokes you made over and over just to hear me laugh,  I miss the Maggi you made for me when I was down with fever,  I miss the extra butter you smeared on my toast every morning, I miss the impromptu marketing ads you did to sell me anything, I miss the fact that you were my biggest fan,  I miss your vivid observations about my pictures,  I miss being introduced by you to people, I miss you blabbering about me like I was some celebrity. But, then I remember how I missed  seeing things beyond all this, How I missed observing your changed behavior,  How I missed catching your lies when you fooled me, How I missed understanding the reasons you betrayed me,   How I missed seeing your intentions behind that smile, How I missed hearing your heart all that while,  How I didn't see it coming that you'd choose her over me, How I didn't see that you were no longer in love with me.  But, yes, I miss the good times,  The conversations, the jokes, the film

Meri zindagi mein agar teri maujoodgi yun hi rahe,  Mohabbat mein koi bojh na ho aur saadgi yun hi rahe,  Toh ghum ko shayad mere zehen ka pata hi na miley,  Aur justajoo har din sirf tere liye hi rahe !  I love you ♥️

Ek din usne kaha,  Ki shayari tumhari badnaam karti hai mujhe, Burre waqt ke sirf ilzaam deti hai mujhe,  Par woh bhool gaya,  Par woh bhool gaya,  Ki uske naam jo nazmein likhi thi,  Jo ghazalein likhte meri raatein na thakti thi,  Woh usne kabhi padhi nahin,  Ya shayad padhi bhi toh samjhi nahin,  Usay sirf ilzaam yaad rahe,  Meri mohabbat nahin, Usay bas badnaami ka darr tha,  Mujhe khone ka nahin,  Ab main likhti hun pehle ki tarah,  Kyunki ab woh meri shayari padhta nahin,  Sahi bhi hai uske liye, Kyunki ab yeh kaagaz uske lafzon se sajta nahin, Adhoora hai har lafz bhi meri zindagi ki tarah,  Par chalo ek dilaasa hai, Ki meri tarah koi ussay mohabbat kar sakta nahin.  - Medhavi  Nov 3, 22

Woh shayad na padhe yeh shayari meri kabhi, Par usko amar mere lafz karte rahenge,  Saath jeene ki kasam usne yun hi todd di toh kya, Hum har din zara aur us par marte rahenge... - Medhavi Nov 3, 22

Yeh puchta hai aksar woh mujhse,  Ki kisi ek hi shaqs se, Kayi baar mohabbat kaise ho sakti hai, Main hans kar bas usay aayeena dikha deti hun. - Medhavi Nov 3' 22

Yeh puchta hai aksar woh mujhse,  Ki kisi ek hi shaqs se, Kayi baar mohabbat kaise ho sakti hai, Main hans kar bas usay aayeena dikha deti hun. - Medhavi Nov 3' 22

Sheeshe ke makaan par, Dhokhe ke pathar jo padde, Toote huye tukde bhi,  Sach ke jhooth hone ki, Fariyaad karte rahe... Koi tukde ek saath rakh bhi dega, Par naya sheesha laana hi padega, Kyunki Toota hua kaanch,  kuch der bhi na tikega... Koi maang le maafi kitni bhi,  Tukde pairon mein toh chubhenge, Toote tukdon ko aur toddne ki, Hum ijaazat phir se kyun denge ? - Medhavi Nov 1, 2022