miss you🌸

Hey, 

I miss you ! 

I miss the jokes you made over and over just to hear me laugh, 

I miss the Maggi you made for me when I was down with fever, 

I miss the extra butter you smeared on my toast every morning,

I miss the impromptu marketing ads you did to sell me anything,

I miss the fact that you were my biggest fan, 

I miss your vivid observations about my pictures, 

I miss being introduced by you to people,

I miss you blabbering about me like I was some celebrity.

But, then I remember how I missed 

seeing things beyond all this,

How I missed observing your changed behavior, 

How I missed catching your lies when you fooled me,

How I missed understanding the reasons you betrayed me, 

 How I missed seeing your intentions behind that smile,

How I missed hearing your heart all that while, 

How I didn't see it coming that you'd choose her over me,

How I didn't see that you were no longer in love with me. 

But, yes, I miss the good times, 

The conversations, the jokes, the film marathons, 

The friendship, the love, the long walks, 

But I remember it too that you let it all go,

Not because I wasn't worth it, but because you weren't in love. 

- Medhavi