Serendipity - Poetry, Articles and Life Stories

At times I think and think too deep, has god sent you to my life for a reason, or you were just a naughty soul which rolled towards mine due to gravity? At times I think and think too vague, we are so different, like poles apart, have we met to accomplish something together, like life on another planet or to learn the language of dolphins? At times I think and think too weird, you and I just met and clicked like a picture, but the negatives developed into something called love, but the pictures are still not in our hands...  we met, we laughed, we loved too much, are we destined? Are we one single soul? Are we meant to be? Things happened.. which were beautiful, things happened.. which were lame... love happened without a trace of knowledge n now we cant go back again... Medhavi 27.10.15

आज ना जाने क्यूँ फिर तेरी याद आ गयी, बे-वक़्त, बिन-बात के, बस यूँ ही, कमरे की धुंधली रोशनी में, बिस्तर पर लेटते हुए, कुछ भूली हुई रातें याद आ गयी. कुछ सोच कर हसी आ गयी, कुछ सोच कर रोना आ गया, याद आई वो रात जब फोन पर पहली बार इकरार हुआ था, वो रात जब मैं खुशी से पहली बार रोई थी और नम आँखों संग सो गयी थी. वो रात जब हमारी पहली लड़ाई हुई थी और रात तुम्हे मनाने में गुज़र गयी थी.  वो रात जब हम किसी बात पर इतना हँसे थे की रो पड़े थे, वो रात जब तुमने पहली बार अपनी तस्वीर मुझे भेजी थी, वो रात जब तुमने कहा तहा की मेरे बिना तुम कुछ भी नहीं और मैने साथ निभाने का वादा किया था. फिर वो रात याद आई जब यूँ ही फोन पर तुमने बिना कुछ समझाए मुझे छोड़ दिया था. वो रात जब सवालों की गूँज मुझे पागल कर देती थी. वो रात जब खुद को शांत करने के लिए खुद को सज़ा देने की आदत लग गयी थी. वो रात जब फिर नम आँखों संग सोई थी. वो रात जब खुद के हाथ पकड़कर भ्रम के ख्वाब संग सोना सीखा था. वो रात जब खुद के सामने जी भर कर रोना सीखा था.  आज भी उन रातों की थोड़ी हवा है मेरे कमरे में. कुछ उस वक़्त की खुश्बू, कुछ उस खुशी का न...

Waqt woh kitna haseen thha, Jab waffa ka yakeen thha, Un aankhon mein sirf mera suroor thha, Tumko paa kar har zarra maghroor thha, Na jaane woh hawa ka jhonkaa kab aaya, Kahin kho gaya woh zariya ibaadat ka, Benaam ho gayi saari kasmein, Beghar ho gaye saikaron lamhe, Shamaa jalti rahi, waqt pighalta raha, Ummeedon ka daayara, ghat-ta gaya, Ab bas kuch aadhi adhuri beeti baatein hain, Jo rooh ke darmiyaan kahin mehfooz hain, Aur aaj bhi har sheh par tera shukriya karne, Aur mohabbat tujhse karne mein, har zarra masroof hai... Medhavi 18.10.15

Sharaab se ab nasha nahin hota mujhko Tu tasavvur mein kuch is kadar rehta hai Ki kadam saath nahin dete kabhi kabhi Par tera khayaal har saans se yeh kehta hai Bhula do mujhe agar bhula sako Mitta do woh lamhe agar mitta sako Par hum rahenge yahin ghar basaa kar Khayaal khayaal par kabzaa kar Tadpaayenge bhi, sataayenge bhi Aur phir muskuraake naam tumhara pukaarenge Ki kya karein shikaayat unki khuda se Unki barbaad karne ki bhi adaa itni kaatilaana hai... Medhavi 18.10.15

Barbaad ho gaye unki mohabbat mein hum haste haste, unke bina mann lagna hi bhool gaya shaayad, jab haath mein unka haath nahin, raahon mein unka saath nahin, toh zindagi bhi kahan zindagi rahi, bandagi mein waffa kahan bandh saki, unko gale na laga sake toh sharaab gale se utaar li, barbaadiyon se dil ki zameen sawaar li, aur phir unke naam ek shaam haar di... Medhavi 18.10.15

I can't recall the moment I fell in love with you, I can't recollect the thoughts that ran within my mind in that moment. I can just smile and look above the sky and thank my stars, that just a moment came and blurred all scars.  The heartbreaks that broke my spirit don't mean a thing anymore, as with you I found myself and I became more sure. Sure of my dreams, desires and myself, you made my life like a dream come true and now every time I pray, your name echoes. I sleep and wake up with a smile, I talk in my dreams and dream all day long, You have made my life beautiful beyond imagination and your love has colored my soul beyond re-creation. Medhavi 16.10.15

Lonely or alone, In love or insane, The eyes smiled, And I said again... Love makes life live.. Medhavi 16.10.15 Between the nothings n maybes I found infinity ! - Medhavi 16.10.15

Shayad saanson ko wajood mil gaya tumse mil kar, ab tak toh aawaara si thhi manzilein, Shaksiyat badal gayi, rangat tum mein dhal gayi, khud ke zarre bachche hain ab mujhmein shayad gin ke... Medhavi 13.10.15 Khayaalon se sawaalon ki baat kuch yun chali, ki naksh - e - taqdeer par tera naam mera wajood ban gaya.. - Medhavi 16.10.15 Hun main khoobsurat Ya teri nazar ka kamaal hai Aaeena dekh mujhe kabhi Pehle aise sharmaata na tha... Medhavi 16.10.15 Kaid kar lo jazbaaton ko Kahin waqt ki dhool na jam jaaye Ki lautenge hum bhi phir Aur waqt bhi yeh phir laut ke aayega... Medhavi 18.10.15 Khud se lagaayi thhi shart humne Ab mohabbat mein waqt na gawaayenge, Bas ek raah badli, aur tumse takraa gaye, Dekho phir hum khud se haar gaye... Medhavi 02.11.15

Be it day or be it night She is there in dark and light I can still smell her around In silence and rooms full of sound... When I think about her I smile n smile n just cant stop When I think about her I cry n cry n regret so much I remember how all guys looked at her And how with pride I walked with her I remember how she held my arm She was my only lucky charm Her aura couldnt be defined under a range Her ways of taking life were strange... When I think about her I thank people around me Who serve, who work or help me When I think about her I talk to strangers around me No matter it makes no sense to me When I think about her I sing my heart out I eat my favorite food And wear my oldest tee shirt I do what I love n dnt care if people judge When I think about her I recall, how people envied me How they said they wished if they had her And I held her and told them, she just belonged to me When I think about her I miss her hair, cascading down lik...

एक अधूरी सी मुलाकात थी,  वो एक लंबी सी रात थी, शमा पिघल रही थी, लम्हों की उम्र घट रही थी... कुछ फासला और थोड़ी नज़दीकी थी, साँसों की गुफ्तगू, थमा हुआ वक़्त, अनकही सी आरज़ू, ख्वाहिशें बे-हद... यूँ ही आँखों आँखों में, सहर ज़मीन पर उतर गयी, दबी दबी सी आहटें, लम्हों पर दस्तक फिर दे गयी... उस रात की शमा में, अब भी जलते हैं ख़यालों के परवाने, बुझ गये दिए बीते वक़्त के, फिर भी दोहराए यह फ़िज़ा वही अफ़साने... Medhavi 12.10.15