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Pending Tiny Tales...

He said 'I love you..' She was scared.. He said 'I will never make you regret this..' She gave her shivering hand in his.. He broke her heart.. She smiled and said 'This was meant to be' -Medhavi 29.07.15 The broken pieces of the old plastered walls were all over the edges of the bed and the floor.. And under the bed I found a hidden dream, a ring, a name and an incomplete desire ! -Medhavi 11.09.15 Kayi baar khaamoshiyon ko shor ki itni zaroorat paddti hai, Ki zarre zarre ki harkat mehsoos hoti hai... -Medhavi

जिया ना जाए बिन तेरे

जिया ना जाए बिन तेरे, कोई बहाना दे, टूट-ता है मुझसे एक एक पल तेरी याद का, कोई ठिकाना दे, मैं सरहदों में क़ैद हो कर रह गयी हूँ, एक आज़ाद लम्हा दे, गिलों को शिकवों को, कर दे पराया,  बस मुझे करीब रख, मिटा दे हर दायरा, इस रात को कर दे फ़ना, हर अधूरी बात आज पहुँचा दे मंज़िल तक, दिल से निकली जो सुन सदा, हर गम भुला दे आज, पहुँचा दे हूमें मंज़िल तक, तुम संग हो फिर भी क्यूँ यह एहसास है, तुमको और पाने की घड़दी अब भी दूर है शायद, तुम्हे देख देख वही एक बात है, तुमसे फिर मोहब्बत कर बैठे हैं शायद, तुम्हारी मुस्कान पर मिटने को जी चाहे, बिन तुम्हारे साँसें उखड़ती जायें, अब भी तुम्हे देख क्यूँ यकीन ना आए, तुम हो मेरे,हर पल यकीन दिलाए

☑️mohabbat hai ya shikva, jo bhi hai khoobsurat hai... (2010 : My Fav Work)

खुशियों की तलाश ना करते थे हम, हमें तो एक पल के करार की जूसतजू थी, तुम मिले तो लम्हे थम से गए, ना जाने कब तुम हमारे बन से गए, ज़िंदगी के नगमों में तुम्हे ही गुनगुनाती हैं अब यह तनहाईयाँ, शभ के अंधेरोन में तुम्हे ही ढूँढती हैं यह वीरानियाँ, तुम यूँ ही एक पल आते हो, छू के गुज़र जाते हो हवा के झोंके की तरह, ना कुछ कहते हो, ना मुझे सुन पाते हो, एक एहसास दे जाते हो अपने जीने की वजह की तरह, तुम ना हो अपने, मगर अब पराया तुम्हे ना कह पाते हैं हम, तुम होते हो सामने, तो एक पल को भी ना नज़र फेर पाते हैं हम, प्यार हमारा तुम ना मंज़ूर भी कर दो तो कोई शिकायत नहीं, तुमने इनकार करने के लिए ही, हमें देखा तो सही. यह इरादा नहीं एक इलतेजान है तुमसे, की तुमसे है अब यह ज़िंदगी की साँसें बँधी सी हुई, ना आओ करीब हमारे अगर हसरत नहीं, मगर तुम मुस्कुराव क्यूंकी इससे में है हमारी खुशी, शिकवा करें या शुक्रिया, यह खुदा की ही एक मूरत है, यह तुम्हारी ही कोई अदा है सनम, मोहब्बत है या शिकवा, जो भी है खूबसूरत है. khushiyon

For Oscar... (2009 : My Fav Work)

The first time I held him in my arms, I felt something startling  inside my heart, Each move he made,  Each heartbeat of his, Was heard and felt by me, In my arms, I hugged him tight, Can't explain what I felt inside, His little paws that he placed on my palm, Made me forget each pain and feel so calm. My room welcomed him in, The corner where I made his bed started looking splendid, The whole night I woke up again and again, To see that my baby isn't feeling any pain, I played with him till the morning at four, and left him open to let him explore, I smiled and celebrated whenever he learnt new things, And laughed madly whenever he winked, His gentle neck was full of fur, Where he wanted my hands to caress him everytime, And I loved listening to his moans and murmurs, No matter wherever I'm,even when it was my sleeping time, I played with him and behaved like a child, Every thing of his was so mild, He slept on my lap and loved his to

🙁Personalized Nostalgic Poetry... A Tribute to my Cabmates (July 2011)

Date: Wednesday, 3 August, 2011, 4:35 PM A poem that I wrote for Malhan's birthday :-)         Aaj subah phir jaldi uthna hai, lagta hai aaj phir ek yaadgaar din banna hai, Phir aaj nau baje ki class hai, cab mein phir honi koi bakwaas hai...     Cab mein shayad aaj bhi HITASHA late aayegi, lagta hai aaj woh tiffin mein fir paav bhaaji laayegi, SAKSHI  ko uske gate se pick karna padega, uss se chaadar aur paani ki bottle ka order dena padega, SHRUTI  ne phir shayad koi nayi shopping ki hogi, woh apna naya top pehen ke aati hogi...     MEDHAVI ki kahaaniyaan play karne ka time aa gaya hai, lagta hai aaj koi naya plan banne wala hai, BHARTI shayad aaj phir karegi kissiki acting, aur hum karenge SAKSHI  se fir kissiki setting, MALHAN ko koi competition mein aaj jaana hoga, cab ko ghumaane ka HITASHA ka naya bahaana hoga...     Aaj shayad fir baarish hogi, hamari cab fir traffic jam mein fans jaayegi, ya ho jaayega chakka jaam aaj phir pusta ke modd par

Kabhi toh yaad karoge... (On Friendship-Aug 2011)

Date: Wednesday, 3 August, 2011, 4:40 PM This is a poem or a tribute to all my friends who are out of touch.. just wanna let them know that i miss them and they mean alot to me ! love u guys ! this one is for u.. Ek din aisa bhi kabhi aayega, beete din jab tum yaad karoge, puraani kuch tasveerein dekhoge, ek dhundhla sa pal yaad aayega, jismein hum bhi kahin shaamil honge, na chaahoge tum,phir bhi yaad aayenge.. kissi bahut hansi ki baat par hansoge, kuch mitte huye se kaagaz ke tukde padhoge, kissi toote huye tohfe ko ab shayad fenkoge, koi adhura sa gaana shayad ab poora gaao-ge, shayad ab uski gehraayi ko samajh paao-ge, na chahate huye bhi zara maayoos ho jaao-ge... Kissi jagah yun hi kadam theher jaayenge, Yaad humein karoge aur sab manzar tham jaayenge, do pal wahin baith-ne ko dil chaahega, par kahan waqt yeh ijaazat de paayega... sabse miloge, hansoge, bologe, magar ek pal toh humein tumhari nigaah dhundhegi, bhool jaao-ge shaayad yaad karna humein,

Woh Chaubis Din... (Aug 2011)

This one is very close to my heart... Date: Wednesday, 3 August, 2011, 4:41 PM Har din uske deedaar se shuru hota thha, Baahon mein uski har lamha guzarta thha, Jab door se ek dusre ko dekhte thhe, Aankhon aankhon mein sau sawaal poochte thhe... Kareeb aake yun hi baahon mein kho jaate thhe, Bin dooor jaaye phir baatein karte thhe, Na darr logon ka, na fikr shor-gul ki, hum yun hi baahon mein gum rehkar ek dusre ko dekhte thhe... Kayi baatein har mulaakaat mein nayi lagti thhi, Chehre mein ek dusre ke, koi baat nayi lagti thhi, Har din ki ek nayi kahaani hoti thhi, Ek nayi si khoj har din ki hoti thhi, sukun thha har pal, nayi si baat har din ki hoti thhi... yun hi nikal jaate thhe kissi talaash mein, na koi manzil, na thikaana, bas ek ehsaas mein, khud par hanste huye, logon ko andekha karte huye, kahin bhi baith jaate, raston mein gungunaate huye... yun hi kissi dukaan mein jaa kar mol bhaav karte, aur bina kuch liye bas yun hi laut aate, tohfe c

I wish... (2011)

Date: Wednesday, 3 August, 2011, 4:44 PM I wish... Every morning when I wake up, I have some or the other thought on my mind. Something about the past day or something about last night. A spastic dream or an unsaid thought, an incomplete poem or a partial memory of some song, some or the other thing remains in my mind. Some or the other thought keeps walking inside. A busy day full of new incubations in the mind, a new day full of endless schedules with every hour. Something or the other for very minute that passes by, something or the other to wish without a try. While walking on the roads, I discover new things with every step. A new face, a new weather, a new ray of light. I can't express at times what all comes in the mind, an urge to make the world better or an urge to set my own mind free. An employed mind and an engaged soul to my dreams. I pursue what I want in life, let it be anything. I write when I desire, I sing when I wish, I live for my passion and complete th

Lessons of life....

Lessons that I have learnt in life... coz of few awesome people in my life.. Mingma Lhamu Sneha Chandra Abhishek Singh Sangh Mittra Mark Gideon Agnishekhar Shukla Rishabh Rawal Shilpa Nagral Somya Chatrath Love you guys !! Life is so unpredictable. We come across so many people everyday and begin stories that we never wrote for ourselves. We lose few dear ones but then encounter serendipities. Life manages to balance out things.. Life manages to equate pain with smiles.. When you see no hope, no light on your way, just close your eyes n bow down and pray to god for a just life ! Things will change, the sun will again shine.. life will again become beautiful and then when you will look back at the ugly n painful phases, you will not see the tears, but just appreciate the lessons. You will understand why you went through so much shit, why you had to again learn to live, everything happens for a reason and the day you accept that, life will be simpler. There will be failures, the