manpasand

Meri manpasand jaghon mein,
Kyun uske khayaal aaj bhi rehte hain, 
Meri manpasand sadkon par, 
Kyun uske kadam mere saath aaj bhi chalte hain, 
Meri manpasand chaai mein, 
Main kyun aaj bhi cheeni uske hisaab se leti hun, 
Meri manpasand bus ki seat,
Main kyun aaj bhi uske liye khaali rakhti hun,
Meri manpasand film dekhte huye,
Kyun uska naam le kar main aaj bhi cheezein keh deti hun,
Meri manpasand zindagi ko,
Main uske jaane ke baad bhi kyun uske hi andaaz se jeeti hun ? 

- Medhavi
18/01/25

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