🫧gali

Dhundha tujhe un sab galliyon mein jahaan jahaan ummeed thhi
Pukaara tujhe chilla chilla kar par shayad mere hausalon mein kami thhi

Sun raha hai tu mujhe
Shayad dekh bhi raha hai 
Teri uss duniya mein shayad
Yeh sab mumkin har tarah hai

Par soch kabhi mera bhi
Hun main yahan be-ummeed
Sab pooch rahe hain mujhse
Aur main keh rahi hun sab theek

Sambhaalna hai tere apnon ko par mujhe sambhaalne wala koi nahin
Na jaane neend kab aayegi
Na jaane kab chain milega
Itni thhi baatein kehne ko 
Par tune suna hi nahin...

Naraaz Hun tujhse aur khud se kar rahi hun nafrat be - intehaan main
Yeh soch soch ki woh aakhiri baar tujhse baat Na ki thhi maine
Bahut se kaash hain jin mein ab zindagi bitaani hai 
Jo Na jaan sake tujhe unhe Teri kahaani sunaani hai 

Par ek khauff sa ho gaya hai zindagi se 
Tere bin jeene se ghabraata hai yeh dil
Kho gaye saare raaste
Gumshuda si ho gayi kuch aise manzil..

-Medhavi
R.i.p Abhi

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