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🚩He was practical

When I sent him songs over the phone, To listen with me as we were apart, It made no sense to him, but he did. I had to ask for surprises, And request for flowers, Wait for holding hands, And expect hand written letters, But he wanted me to express, What all I wanted, And I wanted him to know, That I was old school. While I was loving him with all my heart, He was busy calculating the pros and cons, Now we don't talk, Now we aren't together. After thinking over nights, Analyzing over days, I realized, I was an emotional fool, And he was just practical.

🚩3am

The night was long, The loneliness was longer, I re-read your 3AM messages, And fell in love with you all over again.

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♥️ Today's Reminder ♥️ Self belief is like a magic potion that boosts up your spirits to another level and so is self esteem. Never allow anyone to pull you down below your self resoect, never let anyone cross that line. Sometimes people start believing and accepting that they deserve to be treated badly, that they deserve to be hurt and disrespected. That is when things change, that is when things get complicated and difficult. It's then when we allow others to take advantage of us, bully us and make us feel small. Equality is important but more than that self respect. It is essential and a compulsory trait for any sensible and good human being. So, don't try to force your life in some direction where it is not meant to be. Life is beautiful and it's worth is defined by our actions. Hence, be nice to yourself. Love, Medhavi . . .

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🌟Today's Reminder ♥️ Hey guys, so the last few days were a little tough for me. But here I am, back to myself ! Depression can be fought with, only if you are willing to fight. So I decided to get back at it. Today I'm talking about how we let others take advantage of us, how we prioritize them over other things, people, opportunities etc. It's important to give the correct priority to every important person in our lives, but what about those people who don't reciprocate ? What about those people who never put you first ? Life is full of such thankless people who never realize that they also need to give in relationships. These people can be a part of your life in endless ways, best friend, boy friend, partner, colleague, spouse, sibling, boss, employee.. any damn person. All you need to do is definitely not change yourself but categorize such people and don't let their poison make you weaker and finally kill your spirit. Don't let these people take you and you

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Today's Reminder ♥️ from my journal 😊 Sorry for the late reminder guys, just going through a tough time. Some days you feel that life has come to a halt and you have nowhere to go. You feel lost and distracted, tired and depressed, and that's when you know that something is really wrong. It's tough nowadays to wake up every morning because there aren't many things to look forward to. Getting pictures clicked or clicking few for the blog becomes difficult at times when your mind is at a dark place. But I know this phase shall pass and things will be fine. Hence, this present journey is important and shall matter later when I'll think about how I lived this rough time. And I want to look back and feel proud... Because it all matters how well you walk through the fire. I want to walk with my head held high and a smile at my face. What about you ? . .

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Today's Reminder ♥️ Life has its own ways of creating new thresholds for us. We often think that we might not succeed, we often look at others and feel that they have so much and we have so little and we often think in silence that we don't have it in us anymore. . . It's just the way we talk to ourselves that creates a lot of difference. We need to remember that we have our own super powers, we have everything but we just need to realize things by ourselves. We need to believe that we have our own shine, our own spark, our own fire and our own glow, as @rumi_poetry has defined how there is a sun inside every person, we need to find ours and we need to let it shine from beneath. Just remember, you have it in you, just rediscover yourself and you'll get there. 😊

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Today's Reminder ♥️ Many times in life we end up cribbing about things that we didn't get, opportunities that we missed and regrets. But what we generally miss out is the fact that most of these things are those which we don't get to experience because we don't have the courage to fight for it or talk about it. My best friend @somyachatrath taught me this beautiful lesson of life that if you want to do something, say something or try something, do it right then and there... There's no point keeping a regret for life ... There's no point of collecting more "what ifs". What would be the worst that could happen ? When you want to do something and are doubtful about it.. just think about two things : is this illegal ? Would it harm or hurt anyone physically or emotionally ? And if both the answers are "No" then just go for it 😊 I learnt this from her and implied this on my life and since then life has become much simpler. So go and try doing Sal

🚩Lines

🎈 I wanted to stay awake, You wanted to sleep, And life went on like that, Now we don't sleep together. 🎈The midnight rain reminds me of you, your broken promises and your love. Untimely. 🎈 When the tea went cold And the conversations didn't end That's the time I'm talking about Nowadays when I don't talk much. 🎈 We were stuck in between maybe and meant to be, And life moved on. 🎈 We planned our lives together, The color of the walls, The long conversations over tea, And then life happened.

For Chatrath

Wrote fo saumyaa Yeh libaas saadgi ka Ya hai mausam dilkashi ka Yeh latt zaraa uljhi si Aur adaa zara sulgi si Yeh ungliyaan tumhari Hain bani kalaakaari se Roshan ghar yeh karengi Sau andheron se ladd ke Itne haseen tumhare kadam hain Zameen se aasmaan ka sangam hain Halki tabassum tumhari Jaise goonji koi kilkaari Badde bhole hain yeh do naina Jinmein ojhal si hoti udaasi Utarti huyi zara nami si Phir bhi hain kitni pyaasi Yeh baaliyaan tumhari Ghunghroo si aawaaz wali Choomti huyi tumhare kaanon ko Phir ek sargam si chaayi Baddi fursat se banaaya Khuda ne tumko kisson mein Bhar di usne adaayein saari Tumhare har zarre k hisson mein Ghar se jab nikalnaa Aayeena phir dekh lena Kahin khuda hi na rooth jaaye Khudaa ka shukriya kar denaa..

Khauff

Talaash Ek arsa guzar gaya khul ke hasse huye. Na jaane kab khushi ke khauff mein rehne ki aadat padd gayi. Ab bhool jaate hain kabhi kabhi ki zinda bhi hain. Phir mehsoos karte hain ki saansein chal toh rahi hain. Hairaani ki hai baat ki sabko yaad mera Wajood hai, par kisi ko dikhta nahin ki in aankhon mein toote khwaabon ke alaawa aur kuch bhi nahin. Udaasi se kar li hai dosti kuch iss tarah ki khushi ke mukhautte ke peeche uska naam o nishaan dikhta nahin. Har subha jab aankhein kholti Hun, toh dhundhlaayi si zindagi dekh khud par hansti hun. Lagta hai chalo ek aur din aaya hai, jee kar dekhte hain. Ummeed toh kab ki chorr di, dhokhe ka bhi ab darr nahin, bas yun hi pehne ek mukkammal insaan ki poshaak, yahi soch phir hum Ghar se nikal jaate hain. Din guzar jaata hai kuch kaam mein, toh kuch aaraam mein, par ummeedein dene ka yeh silsila ab bhi jaari hai. Khud ko khud se ummeed nahin aur har din Na jaane kitni zindagiyon ko samajhne ki koshish main karti Hun. Achcha lagta hai jab

🎈Suicide

जब ज़िन्दगी बेवफाई पे उतर आये तो क्या कीजिये, बस ब्रेक - अप के बहाने मत ढूँडीये... #SuicidePrevention #followtheSemiColon मेधावी 10-07-17

🎈Lines

Lines . . . [7/7, 2:31 AM] Medhavi: Your lips taste like honey dipped galaxies where I often lose myself. [7/7, 2:35 AM] Medhavi: Sometimes I feel that you are the muse I always wrote about, But then I see you looking at me and I end up writing even more... [7/7, 2:37 AM] Medhavi: Our poems never rhymed Our song lyrics never synced But still we found our forever In midst of an imperfect love [7/7, 2:43 AM] Medhavi: You opened the door Before I even knocked And I knew you were my forever. [7/7, 2:51 AM] Medhavi: I love the way your fingers reach out to my ears and touch my face and the slide on my shoulders and back... I feel so complete and I feel I'm home. [7/7, 2:53 AM] Medhavi: I was the weed he smoked up every night but never burned his hands while lighting me up. Then soon I realized that I was just an addiction that he gave up one day for the girl he loved.

🚩Azaad

Kuch yaadon se aazaad hona badda mushkil hota Hai. Cheezon mein, raaston mein, khushbuon mein, mausamon mein, kahin mehfooz Inka wajood, aage badhne se rokta Hai. Kuch mita sakte Hain, aur kuch Hain Jo kabhi khatm hote nahin, Zindagi ke kuch kisson ko khud ko dohraane ki aadat si hoti Hai. Baarish hamesha si Hain, phir bhi bheeni khushbu kisi guzre pal ki hoti Hai; sardi utni hi paddti Hai, phir bhi kohre mein kisi ek chehre ki parchaayi hoti Hai; garmiyon ki shaamein utni hi lambi hoti Hain, phir bhi haathon mein un haathon ki nami dafn rehti Hai; patjhad ki hawaayein utni hi tez hoti Hain, phir bhi unke udte tukdon ki manzilein guzre waqt ki hoti Hain. Khidki se guzarte mausamon ko dekhte Hain Magar, waqt ki sooyi ek arse se wahin atki rehti Hai. Bheed se guzarte waqt jab koi jaana pehchaana sa itr choo jaata Hai, toh ek pal ko Mudd ke dekhne ki hasrat kabhi khatm nahin hoti. Kuch apni pasand ke khaane se alag jab kisine kuch khilaaya tha, kyun har daffa ab bhi pehle nivaale par us

🎈Playlist

Listening my old playlist with him that night, Was like living my teenage years encapsulated in moments of eternity. With hands clasped tight, And the careless wind blowing, Sitting together and coming closer and closer, Laughing and then a series of sudden realizations, Of being so close to be able to smell each other... A kiss to name it, A moment to define it, And a lifetime to let it go, We were in some Galaxy that night, That had stars that only we could see... Walking together in the dark, Taking off shoes to measure who is taller, Laughing again while holding each other, Was like coming closer to illusions of reality... That night is gone, And here I am, Listening to the same playlist, On repeat.. Remembering him, and smiling alone, Not allowing my mind to forget one bit.