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Is this Depression ?  There are times, When you scream and there's no noise, When you cry and there are no tears, When you are sleepless in thoughts, yet asleep in real, When your mirror questions you and nothing answers, When each step feels like a milestone, And each breath feels like a lifetime... When you're not lazy but just tired, Not physically but emotionally, Drained and drenched with your own dark thoughts, Locked and blocked in your mind's own darker room, When you see good things happening around, But can't feel anything, When even the best weather doesn't create a difference, And every morning there's a heavy feeling... A drowning heart and dying spirit, But then the thought that this shall pass,  As it is said, as the last time it was, This is a new day, let's try again, Let's live, let's smile, at least pretend... The sun still shines,  The stars still glitter,  The winds still blow,  And seasons change,  But what is it that has bound ...

Kya tum bhi... Kya tum bhi meri tarah yeh baatein sochte ho,  kaise honge woh din aur raatein sochte ho,  jab waqt ki koi paabandi Na hogi,  mulaaqaaton ki umrein lambi hongi,  Jab har khayaal likh ke bataana Na padega, Aur doooriyon se pyaar jataana Na padega... Kya tum bhi meri tarah yeh baatein sochte ho,  kaise honge woh din aur raatein sochte ho, Jab hum har waqt ka khaana saath khaayenge, Aur bin soche bas kahin bhi nikal jaayenge, Jab saath baith kar ghanton yeh chaand takenge, Aur phir pehle ki baaton par pehli baar sa hansenge... Yeh baatein sochte sochte ek ek din main guzaar rahi hun, Tumse milne ka har waqt main intezaar kar rahi hun, Dekho aaj ek aur din kam ho gaya, Hamari mulaaqaat ka waqt kareeb aa gaya, Yahi soch kar muskura rahi hun main meelon dur tumse, Yahi soch kar phir khwaab bun rahi hun jodd ke tumse... Medhavi

Yahan likhti hun kyunki yahan tumhe koi jaanta nahin,  Saari duniya mein elaan kiya tha mohabbat ka maine,  Par yahan hamara rishta koi pehchaanta nahin. Medhavi  24/10/24

Sach ki talaash nahin ab mujhko,  Kyunki har lafz tumhara dhokha tha,  Bas afsos hai, gussa hai khud pe mujhko, Kyunki mere sab apnon ne mujhko roka tha,  Yakeen tum par maine kiya,  Kyunki zindagi bhar mohabbat ko dhoondha tha,  Tum miley aur talaash khatam huyi,  Aisa kuch maine socha tha,  Ab dekhti hun tumhe gairon ke liye woh sab karte huye,  Jo Jo tumse maine maanga tha,  Meri zindagi tabaah kar tum yun hi chale gaye,  Kya ek pal ko bhi tumhara pyaar sachcha tha ?  Medhavi  26/10/24

Kya tum sach mein chale jaaoge ?  Bin miley aakhiri baar mujhse,  Bin kahe, bin sune kuch bhi, Yun hi yeh kahaani adhoori chodd jaaoge ? Ek daffa mere saath chai bhi na piyoge ? Ek daffa phir mujhse tum khaane pe na jhagdoge ?  Mere haath ke Bane grilled sandwiches nahin khaaoge ? Mujhe tayyaar karwa ke intezaar nahin karwaaoge ? Mujhe tokoge nahin tum phir kisi baat pe ? Message kar ke poochoge nahin ki kya main Ghar pahunch gayi aadhi raat mein ? Bhool jaaoge kya humein, hamari kahaani ko ? Ya bhool chuke ho ?  Shayad bhool hi chuke ho, Warna ek baar toh mudd ke dekhte, Mera haath chodd kar, Anjaane raste pe na choddte, Main saansein toh leti hun ab bhi, Zindagi par ab mujhmein bachi nahin, Kya adhoore hi rehte hain mohabbat ke saare raaste ?  Medhavi  050/06/24

Yeh tasveer main badalti nahin,  Kyunki ismein us waqt ki muskurahat hai, Jab mujhe tujhe paane ka aetbaar ho gaya tha.  Medhavi 14/10/24

Tujhe dekhti hun aksar main, Zindagi ko khule dil se jeete huye,  Aur ek hum hain jisse ab, Jhootha muskuraaya bhi nahin jaata... Medhavi 14/10/24

Mujhe aksar tum mein base huye us shaqs ki yaad aati hai,  Jiske liye mujh par hi duniya shuru aur khatam hoti thi,  Ya shayad tum woh shaqs kabhi thhe hi nahin, yeh baat bhi ab kuch kuch samajh aati hai,  Warna aise hi thodi na hamari kahaani khatam hoti.

Aaj phir mera toota hua dil kuch chitka,  Jab kisi ne kaha ki, Tumhe main yaad bhi nahin,  Saansein bhaari ho gayin, Haath kaanpne lage,  Yeh soch kar hi bas,  Ki kahin yeh baat sach toh nahin.  Medhavi 14/10/24

Agar meri barbaadi se tu aabaad hua,  Toh khushi hai mujhe ki kuch toh tera mere saath hua.

Ek gaana suna tha bachpan mein,  Aaj kuch kuch samajh mein aata hai,  Jab khud ko samajh nahin paati hun,  Woh gaana khud ko dohraata hai,  'Dil aisa kisi ne mera toda,  Amaanush bana ke chodda' . Kabhi kabhi yeh bhi sochti hun,  Ki aage badh thaam lun haath kisi ka, Phir issi gaane ka antra sunti hun,  'Saagar Kitna Mere Paas Hai Mere Jeevan Mein Phir Bhi Pyaas Hai'.  Koi kyun kisi ko is kadar adhoora chodd jaata hai,  Tukde karte huye dil ke, usko ek bhi na chubhta hai,  Insaan ko ek umar lag jaati hai sanjone mein,  Khud ke tukde, khud ke sapne. Ummeed dete hain log aksar,  Ki waqt marham hai,  Har zakhm bhar jaayega,  Phir is gaane ka ant sunti hun,  'Dooba Sooraj Phir Se Nikle,  Rehta Nahin Hai Andhera, Mera Suraj Aisa Rootha, Dekha Na Maine Savera' Aur ummeed phir hans paddti hai mere dar par aane se pehle,  Zindagi toh guzar jaayegi,  Par ab na mehsus humein kuch hoga,  Bahut si raatein...